Author: Terribly TerBear
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Zapped of Energy? Recharge at Your Happy Spot
If you don’t already have one, I encourage you to find your happy spot. A place that you can go, to unwind, unplug and do you. A place where you don’t have to pretend to be anyone else but you. A place that gives you strength and energy. I visit my happy spot multiple times… Read more
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My Inspired Journey into the Great Unknown
When I shared that I started this website with my closest friends, many of them asked, “Why?”. All, I can say I was inspired to do this. It doesn’t matter that I’m completely clueless as to what I’m doing, I’m going to continue with this journey and see where it takes me. Like all my… Read more
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Breaking the Shame & Silence of Suicide One Voice At A Time
My plans for this evening were to take a shower and go to bed early. Since, I jumping down this rabbit hole these past 7 days, this project has consumed me. I’m trying to learn everything I possibly can about the process and quickly write a couple of blogs. I of course took care of… Read more
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Being in Control of the Crazy
I realized how dark and dreary; my initial posts are. More than anything, I want to express that I get it. I understand you, you’re not alone. But there is always hope for a brighter future. I’m rooting for you. A couple of years ago, a psych provider asked if I ever had positive hallucinations.… Read more
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The Crazy’s Uncontrollable Late Night Obsession Over Me.
Another sleepless night. I’m obsessing over life. I want to sleep, but I just can’t stop. I’m trying to get this website up and going. The more I work on it the more I obsess about getting everything right. It doesn’t matter that I’m clueless about what I’m doing. It doesn’t matter that I’m learning… Read more
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The Forever Battles of the Mind
It feels like, I’m constantly battling something in my mind. The voices fight for control over me. The loudest one wins. It’s a battle with every decision I make. The various voices want to dictate how I behave. How I should dress, which masks to wear for the day. Even how much I’ll accomplish for… Read more
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Victory Over the Demons of Darkness
I fear the dark. It’s when the shadows and demons come out to fuck with my mind. The darkness torments me, like a sadistic scientist experimenting on my mind. It surrounds me with no way to escape. Shadows race around me, laughing at my fear. I can hear their grotesques cries taunting me. The voices,… Read more
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Some Annoying Housekeeping & Legal Stuff, I Need to Get Out of the Way.
This is NOT a crisis site!!! If you are having a crisis situation CALL 911 or your local crisis line. I’m just a person that’s had a life. I am in NO way, shape or form a professional in any field of study. I have NO advanced degrees, certifications or professional licenses. I speak from… Read more
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Victory Over the Demons of the Dark
I fear the dark. It’s when the shadows and demons come out to fuck with my mind. The darkness torments me, like a sadistic scientist experimenting on my mind. It surrounds me with no way to escape. Shadows race around me, laughing at my fear. I can hear their grotesques cries taunting me. The voices,… Read more
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When the Imaginary Appears Real
I remember having hallucinations a very young age. I thought those images I saw in my mind were real. I thought my imagination was coming to life. I thought everyone saw the same mental pictures of things that could only come out of a story book. My hallucinations were real as photo in an album.… Read more