Category: Random Thoughts

I fear the dark. It’s when the shadows and demons come out to fuck with my mind. The darkness torments me, like a sadistic scientist experimenting on my mind. It surrounds me with no way to escape. Shadows race around me, laughing at my fear. I can hear their grotesques cries taunting me. The voices,… Read more

This is NOT a crisis site!!! If you are having a crisis situation CALL 911 or your local crisis line. I’m just a person that’s had a life. I am in NO way, shape or form a professional in any field of study. I have NO advanced degrees, certifications or professional licenses. I speak from… Read more

I fear the dark. It’s when the shadows and demons come out to fuck with my mind. The darkness torments me, like a sadistic scientist experimenting on my mind. It surrounds me with no way to escape. Shadows race around me, laughing at my fear. I can hear their grotesques cries taunting me. The voices,… Read more

I remember having hallucinations a very young age. I thought those images I saw in my mind were real. I thought my imagination was coming to life. I thought everyone saw the same mental pictures of things that could only come out of a story book. My hallucinations were real as photo in an album.… Read more

Hi I’m TerBear, and I haven’t a clue what I’m doing or even why I’m blogging. The idea to blog just randomly popped in to my brain, and I’m just following it down the rabbit hole. For years, I lied about having a mental illness. I got extremely good at acting “normal” because as I… Read more

Welcome to my Terribly-Terrific life. I knew I was different by age 10. I self-diagnosed myself with Schizophrenia by age 24, and received professional diagnosis at age 40. I essentially denied and hid my diagnosis for 30 years! Why? Because of the shame of being “crazy”. How? I haven’t a clue. Hopefully, by sharing my… Read more